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if it's two years since i've seen you, i apologize for leaving
for not grieving, disappointing you, with reason
but i swear i did the best with what i had

if you call me with a cell phone from a bridge when you are seething
desperation in your breathing, open wounds, unfinished feelings

is it my fault, what you have done?
if i've moved on, have i done wrong?
if you forgive me, will you leave me alone?

you know i don't expect an understanding
resolute in your meandering, speaking up to hear yourself
but don't you guilt my heart with your heartache.
you know even on a great day i can hardly break free from the blankets that shelter me

and i know you are sad
the way we are all sad
i know that you are lost
and that you think i am your home
but i cannot take care of myself
what would ever make you believe i could care for somebody else?

is it my fault, what you have done?
if i've moved on, have i done wrong?
if you forgive me, will you leave me alone?

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from Live At Laughing Horse, released September 1, 2013

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The Sarcastic Dharma Society Portland, Oregon

Mat Vuksinich has been making music under the name The Sarcastic Dharma Society, both by himself and with the help of others, since 2003. They can be found writing, recording, and regularly performing in the rainy city of Portland, Oregon.

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